tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7708637609363397932024-02-07T18:16:50.057-08:00get crankyah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.comBlogger50125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-45992191113987665142012-07-15T10:36:00.001-07:002012-07-15T10:36:37.898-07:00My best.<div><p>Ari ni aku kecewa bila slama ni aku ingat dia kawan.tp layan aku mcm shit.</p>
<p>Aku ingt aku nak buat keje betol2.tp bangang sampai x tego langsung awek sendiri.</p>
<p>Ttba aku rasa mcm pantat bila aku cuba untuk majukan diri sendiri. Jaga hubungan ngan member selama ni.buat yg terbaek untuk diri sendiri.tp kene duga macam ni.orang laen senang2 letak dengki, dugaan, musibah kat atas kepala hotak aku.</p>
<p>Down.xda mood nak kerja esok.fuck up.</p>
<p>Terima kasih sebab campak tahi kat muka aku.</p>
<p>Percaya lah. Sesiapa membe korang perangai macam pantat waktu muda ni, bila tua esok, perangai pantat tu tak kan hilang.</p>
</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-35040459405146648422012-07-11T11:10:00.001-07:002012-07-11T11:10:26.534-07:00Underneath this unstable soul.<div><p>Have you guys ever had a moment where you just dont realise that youve lost your mom's trust? Suddenly when u dah realise, there is no way jose to get that trust back.</p>
<p>Sampai buntu n effortless untuk buat apa2..x berani lawan..sbb korang tau dia mak..n skali naek suara..x bau syurga jadinya..</p>
<p>Yes aku pernah.</p>
<p>Well.of course im not gonna tell u the whole thing.but.skang ni aku rasa.aku just nak luah kn shj.</p>
<p>Aku admit.aku bkn anak yg baik.sbb aku da kecewa kn mak aku bnyk kali.<br>
Aku derhaka dgn mak aku bnyk kali.<br>
Aku lawan ckp mak aku bnyk kali.</p>
<p>Tp satu ja.aku tau yg once aku marah.aku susah utk lepas kn marah aku kat org.aku slalu back off.bkn sbb nak lari dr masalah.tp sblm korang tgk aku jadi org gila.sblm kaki tangan aku naik, baek aku blah dulu.lantak la org tu masih lg marah ke, lagi tambah bengang bila aku blah ke. Aku rasa lagi a bagus cmtu dr aku tnjuk mara aku kat org. So jgn pernah buat palat dgn aku. Aku x suka gaduh.</p>
<p>Ada bnda yg kta blh share kat sini.ada bnda yg kta x blh share.</p>
<p>Ada sebab sume ni jadi.tp bila aku xplain.nnti org ckp aku hny ada alasan.slalu sgt bagi alasan.</p>
<p>So.kali ni aku akan senyap.sbb aku x sggup nk bgtau.dont ever ask me why. </p>
<p>Dont you dare...</p>
</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-7792604278017891632012-07-09T10:28:00.001-07:002012-07-09T10:28:47.135-07:00Kemaluan<div><p>Ahhh..pundek ahh..</p>
</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-79223469009083150122012-07-08T12:09:00.001-07:002012-07-08T12:17:49.676-07:00Moment of me.<div><p>Aku perasan yg aku ada masa 'menyendiri' aku sendiri.</p>
<p>seldomly occures.hard to describe though.these feelings.cos it comes and go before i realize it.well by time i just dont wanna people know how i really experience every bit of it.better to be that way.</p>
<p>Masuk dunia sendiri sekejap.maen dengan pandangan dunia yang di luar.apa salahnya?</p>
<p>Listening to a song.one song.</p>
<p>Makan maggie kering.dah sejuk.apa kisah.</p>
<p>Staring to the ceiling.wonder why the lamp was not installed straight.</p>
<p>Well.</p>
<p>Aku suka mcm ni.dont you? :-)</p>
<p>Good night.</p>
<p>ps: mira.balik cepat.</p>
</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-27228310288277211212012-07-06T07:39:00.001-07:002012-07-07T12:30:02.933-07:00T shirt project<div><p>Padi akan stat minggu depan.im not gonna let this oppurtunity gone by mcm tu ja.</p>
<p>padi : is an annual architectural workshop.gathering all of architecture student from every high educational school in malaysia to celebrate malaysian architecture spirit..chewah.</p>
<p>Moreover,each university will take turns in handling the event anually. Macam tahun 2009 uitm shah alam,2010 ukm,  2011 utm skudai and this year will be handle by upm.</p>
<p>There will be many competitions held throughout the event. One of em are of course, video competition.and now, my group are busy editing and finishing the shortfilm.i just hope we can submit it before 11 am today!!..</p>
<p>Ahh..</p>
<p>Aku akan bukak booth kat event ni. Finally,Im selling my design.wuuuu..nerveous!!!!!wish me luck guys...hope everything will be running just fine..aminnn..(seriously,aku cuak skang ni)</p>
<p>Ada masa nnti ill post my design.</p>
</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-58726693899351187522012-06-28T18:36:00.001-07:002012-06-28T18:36:12.570-07:00If<div><p>If only you knew the truth.you'd understand.</p>
</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-7320108984131566312012-06-27T11:02:00.001-07:002012-06-27T11:07:40.323-07:00Keep passing the craps.<div><p>So.<br>
(Apa yg aku bayangkan dgn 'keep passing the craps' is mcm maen badminton.hit the 'craps', go to the other side, the other guy hit back  and the process keep on going. The difference is, there is no referee to end the game).</p>
<p>Thats what it is today.malaysian's political state.</p>
<p>I dont give a shit to whom will be running our country later -by saying after the election, for another four years more, or a dosenz of years to come. Cos sooner or later, he/she will definitely let me down (perhaps us).</p>
<p>Dont talk about 'perjuangan anak bangsa' or 'harta budi bahasa nenek moyang' cos its too minor and deteriorating.just admit it. Bangsa siapa yang berpusu2 ke club tiap2 minggu utk mabok?bangsa siapa yg habes kan duit ptptn beli dadah dgn ganja? </p>
<p>Hence,if you ask me what world are we living now? I'll say, it is the world for survivors.</p>
<p>And if you ask me again, ill say, i dont want to know.</p>
<p>Wallahua'lam.</p>
</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-60807296235805644782012-05-28T12:50:00.001-07:002012-05-28T12:50:20.354-07:00happy kinda busy<p><a href='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5WBSUedzC22-cRXW030NnF5WuQ7MrP_Nz-EfpGP-7UrF-sWuv_hS3LjUSoXEciSIQF1ROXZfjsSDCkXtMcFI3W2LYLxBr5gESUrlVMU87BwgVVz-c_6wmQmDRKinudY9GZie-brqyjWU/s0/2012-05-27%25252022.02.44.jpg'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5WBSUedzC22-cRXW030NnF5WuQ7MrP_Nz-EfpGP-7UrF-sWuv_hS3LjUSoXEciSIQF1ROXZfjsSDCkXtMcFI3W2LYLxBr5gESUrlVMU87BwgVVz-c_6wmQmDRKinudY9GZie-brqyjWU/s400/2012-05-27%25252022.02.44.jpg' /></a></p><p>I know the title sounds  rediculous.but.who cares yaw.</p> <br/> <p>Well heres the thing. </p> <br/> <p>Let us start with my work stuff first.</p> <br/> <p>Currently,me and ex still struggling to finalize the junior school design.after our last meeting, our client, jane and gareth from the epsom school, seems very happy with the design (at last) Alhamdulillah. While the developer didnt really happy with the overall design, because they have their own perspective towards design project, you know. What matters to them is land usage and money.</p> <br/> <p>Anyho, me and ex already made the adjustments according to what they wanted. And now we are preparing the working drawing while still massaging for the detailing part.so.approved.hell yeah.</p> <br/> <p>Okay.move on to my part time job.</p> <br/> <p>After kayant's videoclip.we made a tv com.our next client is tudung people.and for this project, im the director.hell yeah to that!. Well, im kinda nervous ar first because we didnt have experience working with a proper lighting equipments. So it is something new to us to explore and hopefully we can make it boom!.Alhamdulillah, after days of studies and preparations, it only took us half a day time to shoot all the things.syukur.</p> <br/> <p>Oh ya, we made two videos for them actually and im really glad that both videos turn out as what i expected it to be. Cant wait for the feedbacks from their fans.</p> <br/> <p>Our latest project is 'gula-gula getah''s videoclip for ifarah (awek kelly). The song is also an OST for the movie 'chow kit'. Now were in post-editing process. Hope we can finish it ASAP.</p> <br/> <p>Okay done.(penat type).fuh.</p> <br/> <p>Eh..u know what, last sunday.me and gf mira went to ikea.i just follow her shopping things for her new room. But then ive been hypnotised by this amazing yet adorable chair and pc table.i dont know how and why, but they attacked me first for sure.yep.x tipu. And now my cute room has just been pimped and i love it.the chair got wheels on it, now i can go rolling rolling in my room with it.the table is just perfect.it has a panel underneath, so that i can rest my feet on it and also it has some sort of a space to place the extension wire at the back.ahh..perfect!...amma happy man..syukur Alhamdulillah.</p> <br/> <p>And so for next month's mission.i wanna buy a tilam for me.yuhuu..makin kuat tido la aku nnti..</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-73222382790016896382012-05-17T05:15:00.001-07:002012-05-17T05:15:49.915-07:00pelangi kayant ft nabyha.<p><object width='425' height='355'><param name='movie' value='http://www.youtube.com/v/fjjtc2EGXBQ&rel=1'></param><param name='wmode' value='transparent'></param><embed src='http://www.youtube.com/v/fjjtc2EGXBQ&rel=1' type='application/x-shockwave-flash' wmode='transparent' width='425' height='355'></embed></object></p><p>First videoclip.pelangi is an official soundtrack from a movie 'chow kit'.this project is a collaboration work made by excentric group and the movie production team.</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-81550499678185934182012-05-10T10:52:00.001-07:002012-05-10T10:52:31.751-07:00a lil update..<p>Dah lama x update.maaf.</p> <br/> <p>Mcm2 gak yg da jadi with in my last update.bukan tak nak tulis.tp xda kata2.xda masa.xtau nak tulis apa.blablablabla.</p> <br/> <p>Guys...kan bapak aku da nak jual ruma ktrang kat labuan.so last week my family went to labuan.bajet mcm nk pay our last respect to the house la.(chewah). Plus nak visit aki kat sana jgak.</p> <br/> <p>It was a spontaneous plan.so bila plan mcm tu, somehow cuti tu jd seronok sbb u dont put any expectation on it. Ktrng sewa kereta.jalan2.makan besa.bli coklatsss..perfume..mandi pantai..rasa puas gak a..sbb aku pun da lama sgt hadap kerja yg x penah surut2.aku jadi happy kejap.</p> <br/> <p>Tp yg spoil is.aku demam. Sbb cuaca sana a bit panas (org ckp panas pulau ni semacam sikit). X terok mana pon..tp badan rasa x sedap..buat kan mood kau pun mcm terganggu sikit.tu yg x bes tu.</p> <br/> <p>Ouh.lupa.minggu sebelum balek labuan tu.group aku ada handle satu projek ni.buat video clip.untuk member ktorang.kayant.ada lagu dia masuk jadi soundtrack dalam satu movie baru ni."chow kit".i see this as a good peluang for my group untuk masuk mainstream gak a. Sebab abg kayant hppens to be a producer and director. (die yg direct movie chow kit tu).</p> <br/> <p>Aku pun da lama berangan nak buat vdeo clip senanya.seronok gila.da la shoot kat chow kit.ramai orang.guna 5d m2 plak.mmg puas hati a.</p> <br/> <p>aku as a first cmeraman.agak mencabar gak a.sbb x penah handle serious project mcm ni.tambah plak x sempat nak plan btol2 idea nak buat bnda ni.pastu benda tiba2 jadi pun ada.mcm budak2 yg belakon movie tu pun dtg join ktorang gak.lg a buat nampak bnda ni serious.pastu tba2 hujan lebat gila.tepaksa delay jap.lalu pasar chow kit time becak2 bawak equipment.nampak org jual kpala lembu la.ikan sembilang idup2 la.mcm2 a.</p> <br/> <p>Tp so far okay.x saba plak nak tgk kalo da siap nnti jadi mcmana.</p> <br/> <p>X lama lg.ada 2 membe aku da nak kawen.hmm..jeles la gilaaaaaaa!!!!!!! Haha!!</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-39850614018158614002012-04-18T11:31:00.001-07:002012-04-18T11:31:04.289-07:00let me tell you something.<p>Aku fikir mcmana nak solve design sekolah aku.so aku x dpt tido.</p> <br/> <p>Aaarrgghhhh!!!!!</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-18632894849486978392012-04-09T07:08:00.001-07:002012-04-09T07:08:04.305-07:00labuan oh labuan.<p>Last week aku balek rembau.jumpa mak bapak aku.bapak aku ckp nak jual rumah kitorang yg kat labuan.n now tgh process jual beli.yes.dah ada buyer.</p> <br/> <p>Sedih la gila.sapa x sedih!!.</p> <br/> <p>Aku lahir situ.besa kat situ.n now nk jual.it feels like 3 quarters of my life akan hilang.</p> <br/> <p>Kalau aku ckp kat anak aku yg aku lahir kat labuan, dia xkan percaya. Kalau aku ckp aku pernah berak kat jamban rumah tu, anak aku xkan percaya. Kalau aku ckp aku pernah terpijak tahi anjing kat padang tu, anak aku tak kn percaya.</p> <br/> <p>Wuuuuu..</p> <br/> <p>Bye.</p> <br/> <p>X larat nk tulis da.</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-58646115590911758792012-04-04T13:35:00.001-07:002012-04-04T13:35:40.436-07:00side effects<p>Hye guys.</p> <br/> <p>Fyi. Inhaling excessive amount of menthol doesnt give any side effects to your body. Muahaha. </p> <br/> <p>Research saying, when you use inhaler which contains menthol and camphor, it only stimulate the cool receptor in your nose to expend. allowing more air to go thru and your nose will be unblocked. But remember, it doesnt cure your flu.</p> <br/> <p>Now, aku da stop addicted to inhaler da cos aku rasa pening gila babas ari tu pas hidu lama2.huhu</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-34565908180063407412012-03-26T10:42:00.001-07:002012-03-26T10:42:51.075-07:00vicks inhaler and me<p>Last two weeks i was sick.cought in a jail of fever but just for the weekend while the whole weekdays sore throat were being my best companion. Damn.it was awfull n annoying cos my nose always blocked by stupid mucus.every morning i have to blow my nose n still it only effects like 10% of it.i wish ive an inhaler.</p> <br/> <p>N guess wat everybody!!!!</p> <br/> <p>Last two days i found a vicks inhaler in my toiletries bag!!!.yes.all these while, it is there.i just have to korek my bag n ill find the cure to my ass whipping nose blocked.thank youuuuuu.</p> <br/> <p>Anyho,since that i just use the inhaler cos i love the smell of menthol and camphor.it makes my clear nose,even clearer. It is definitely way better than 'clean n clear'.haha.</p> <br/> <p>But the worrying part is.somehow i got addicted to it.n i realized ive been using it for the whole time since yesterday. I know it is not that big of a problem since its only for two days. But i wonder n a bit of afraid if this could possibly turn into a habit.</p> <br/> <p>Oh btw guys. There is something to share. My housemate asked me what is the thing that ive been sniff sniff all these while.n i said, its an inhaler, to clear your nose blocked. Guess what evrybody!!!!????!!!.</p> <br/> <p>He never use it beforeee and and and he never seen it beforee!!!!.how come u never use it before, cos it is so common n u can buy it at kedai runcit.i may a bit of hyperbolic. Sory.but seriously?.so i ask him what did he use to clear his nose.</p> <br/> <p>N guess what evrybody??!!!!</p> <br/> <p>He said : dulu time kecik, aku sapu minyak tanah kat hidung.</p> <br/> <p>Whattaaa..okay..im a spoil bratt..</p> <br/> <p>See guys.there is always something that YOU can learn from others. N dont ever look down or ejek orang laen. YOU just dont have to be so mean.Who knows if your nose blocked and you cant find any inhaler to sniff sniff.you can find minyak tanah :-) </p> <br/> <p>After that he wanted to try it since it is new to him.unfortunately when he turn n ask, i already stick it in my nose.i feel so sorry bout you bro.heee</p> <br/> <p>Ouh one more thing guys.if you are a smoker.you dont have to smoke and sniff sniff at a time.cos im afraid you might get a wee bit of confuse untill you accidentally smoke from your nose.</p> <br/> <p>*Dont ask me where i get this tips from.</p> <br/> <p>Have a nice day everyone.tara.</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-91064926670542124602012-03-24T15:50:00.001-07:002012-03-24T15:50:38.926-07:00bersukan<p>Note**<br> <br/> Khinzir bagi aku ialah haiwan yg pemalas.so org malas=khinzir</p> <br/> <p>K start.</p> <br/> <p>***<br> <br/> I was an athlte.both masa skolah rendah n skola menengah. Masa sekolah rendah aku maen bola, lompat jauh, 100m, 200m. Masuk skolah menengah, aku maen bola, 400m. Woah...hebat gak</p> <br/> <p>(audience applause)</p> <br/> <p>TAPI!!!<br> <br/> tu dulu sayang ku!</p> <br/> <p>(audience silence...)</p> <br/> <p>Masuk matrik ja aku da jadi umpama khinzir yg malas.kalau di masak pun, orang cina x mahu makan. Sebab aku da stop bersukan n focus mengejar cita2 aku. (yep.dulu time matrik aku focus blaja).but Still,focus blaja pun aku letak diri aku umpama khinzir yang malas. </p> <br/> <p>Then masuk uia gombak,aku menerus kan aktiviti khinzir aku,tapi kali ni aku agak kurang malas.(audience applause~).sebab time ni aku banyak maen dan x focus blaja.tu yg cgpa mcm gampang tu. Dekat uia aku ada gak a maen futsal, bosan2, tapi jarang gak a.</p> <br/> <p>N now dah kerja, aku swim je la kot.(itu pun sebab ada swmmg pool kat apartment aku, kalau x, jgn harap aku nak keluar kn peloh).eh,swimming mmg x kua peloh pon kan.</p> <br/> <p>Aku x suka sebenanya. Berkelakuan seperti binatang ni.sebab dah la aku merokok.pastu aku x counter balek badan aku utk jadi sihat. So,wat i did now,(audience waiting) skrang ni evrytime aku ada peluang je utk kluar peloh, aku buat. Cos after all 'healthy body,healthy mind' kan?.kan?.kan?..ouh plus, aktiviti mingguan aku, evry saturday night aku maen ftsal..kcuali masa aku balek rembau..</p> <br/> <p>Maksud nya dari situuuu~~, akuuuu...tak lagiiii....mcm khinzirrr~~~ :-D</p> <br/> <p>Pakpakpakpakpak<br> <br/> (standing applause by audience)</p> <br/> <p>Thank u! Thank u! thank u!</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-11776056090856126922012-03-21T08:05:00.001-07:002012-03-21T08:05:36.280-07:00keranamu negara ku<p>Aku x suka sejarah.sebab aku x suka melihat ke belakang.even kalo naek train,aku x suka duduk menghadap belakang.terasa seperti mundur.</p> <br/> <p>Aku juga tidak suka modenisasi.sebab yang ada sekarang ini sudah cukup kotor, kenapa perlu kotorkan lagi. Even aku jalan kaki,aku boleh terjatuh sendiri. Terasa seperti budak kecil.</p> <br/> <p>Tapi</p> <br/> <p>nenek moyang aku suruh belajar sejarah.tengok yang dibelakang.untuk kesenangan yang didepan katanya.</p> <br/> <p>Kehidupan sekarang paksa aku kedepan.pedulikan yang di belakang.untuk kesenangan sendiri katanya.</p> <br/> <p>Tapi</p> <br/> <p>Nenek moyang sekarang dah tak macam dulu dah.dah moden dah.keringat mengalahkan orang muda dah.sapa kata orang dulu x power? Sampai cucu pun jadi mangsa serakah</p> <br/> <p>Orang muda sekarang dah bertamadun dah.belajar sampai luar negara dah.dinding kat rumah penuh dengan sijil belajar luar negara.sapa cakap orang sekarang lupa asal usul?<br> <br/> Sampai x tau nak beza agama dengan bangsa.</p> <br/> <p>Aku?</p> <br/> <p>Hmm..<br> <br/> Keliru..</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-44452595341183769302012-03-06T01:14:00.001-08:002012-03-06T01:14:01.256-08:00<p>Aku ada satu persoalan yang selalu aku fikir kan every time aku lepak kedai minum. Its not a big deal at first, tapi kesilapan yang agak kerap berulang buat aku rasa mcm nak hempuk ja kepala para tukang order di malaysia ni.ya, maksud aku, nak hempuk kepala dorang ngan apa saja yang tercapai dek tangan aku pada ketika itu.</p> <br/> <p>The question is, apa maksud suam?..</p> <br/> <p>Everytime aku order mesti panas yang dorang bagi.</p> <br/> <p>Damn u.</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-34537418887444616422012-02-29T07:46:00.001-08:002012-02-29T07:46:51.499-08:00ur parents last word<p>Lately ive been busy working.sampai aku tak cukup tidur.and you know what,sometimes kalo korang perasan yang eyelid korang begerak or bergetar sendiri,scientifically, itu tanda nya yang korang letih n you guys hv been busy on smthing sampai korang x seda yang your body somehow barely resist with your activity.n yes i got that symptom. On the other hand, menurut kata2 melayu dulu pulak, ada petanda2 nya sendiri, well, itu korang boleh google sendiri.</p> <br/> <p>Anyho,tu bukan topic sebenar aku. My story is, tonight, aku baru dapat, 'freely spend' masa malam aku after kerja siang.fuh, n sampai aku x kua makan malam sebab dalam kepala otak aku is aku nak rehat.</p> <br/> <p>So, aku buat apa? Aku solat mghrib,baca yasin, maen game, n layan how i met your god damn mother. Aku da lama tinggal kan series ni sebab cite die kejap2 n i lg prefer tunggu n layan banyak sekali gus. So aku pun layan sampai la part marshall punya bapak mati, time funeral tu kne bagi speech pasal 'si mati punya last word'. As a normal human being, aku wondered and imagine aku dalam situasi tu.what was my dad's last word.hmm. Sedih.</p> <br/> <p>Seingat aku, last skali aku cakap ngan my dad is masa on phone. I admit.i barely remember the time n wat was the word.tapi, seingat aku, time tu on phone n die just cakap pasal jaga diri n papahal gitau die.tu je.</p> <br/> <p>Kalo mak aku, last monday, time kerja mak aku kol, time tu die kua ngan bapak aku.bapak aku gi baya bil n mak aku tgh tunggu dalam kereta, die kol. Mak bagi nasihat.pasal cari isteri baek2.yang tahu hormat suami.yang jaga kbajikan suami.yang tahu suami di atas dan isteri sememangnya di bawah (bukan lucah tetapi kedudukan pangkat yang aku maksudkan).</p> <br/> <p>sebab mak pesan, banyak kes isteri kerja sampai suami yang jaga makan minum anak la.isteri x reti buat kerja ruma sampai suami yang jaga urusan rumah la.n sedih lagi bila benda ni jadi kat sedara aku sendiri.bukan satu, tapi 3 family.yet it is true, bukan isteri je patut di blame, ada gak kes yang suami bengap.</p> <br/> <p>Tapi itu bukan point aku.my point is, korang ingt tak apa parents korang punya last word?.hmm.</p> <br/> <p>Sedih.</p> <br/> <p>Hopefully we can open our eyes wider on stuff yg slalu kita anggap remeh mcm ni.sebab kita takut n xnak telepas pandang sampai menyesal at the end of the day.hmm.<br></p> <br/> <p>Mak abah, i love you..so much..</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-85061671327595491382012-02-24T09:16:00.001-08:002012-02-24T09:16:49.468-08:00like a miracle.<p>Happy.falling in love..</p> <br/> <p>Twice.. :))</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-75379377283940270572012-02-23T11:38:00.001-08:002012-02-23T11:38:05.464-08:00end<p>This is the end of me..</p> <br/> <p>Good bye..<br> <br/> </p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-33879932372054179262012-02-21T11:53:00.001-08:002012-02-21T11:53:02.353-08:00heartless<p>Maaf saya ini manusia biasa..bukan nabi bukan wali...malah juga bukan syaitan dan jin laknatullah..cuma manusia biasa sahaja rakanku..</p> <br/> <p>Memang lumrah..Bila kita ni buat sehabis baik dlm apa juga urusan, masih ada lagi cacat celanya yang boleh nampak..maklumlah..belajar untuk hidup..cuma yang dikesalinya ialah, apabila rakan laen,  teman sendiri,masih dan hanya nampak cacat celanya sahaja..tanpa di endah kan apa yang kita sudah lakukan selama ini..setuju? </p> <br/> <p>Bukan dgn alasan manusia biasa itu kita seperti sengaja melakukan kesalahan...bukan..sudah di cuba dan masih mencuba..mencuba memerah segala kasih dan sayang terhadap hidup ini untuk teman2..tapi kenapa masih lagi ada yang kurang celik..</p> <br/> <p>Ya saya tahu,kamu juga faham dan setuju dengan apa yang saya cuba leraikan sekarang ini...tapi..kenapa ada antara kamu sendiri,hanya melihat dan menilai orang lain dengan cacat celanya?..mengaku percaya dan setuju dengan idea anti-judgemental,tapi sendiri mencari keburukan orang laen,marah dengan kesilapan dan kekurangan orang laen...sedang hati sendiri benci akan hipokrasi dan sekularisma,tapi itu yang jasad dan minda kamu turut kan...sedih, bila kamu mengadu akan permasalahan kamu,tapi masih menuding jari ke orang lain,seperti tidak faham akan kesakitan apa yang orang lain hadapi...</p> <br/> <p>Makanya,paradoks kehidupan itu diteruskan putarannya..mungkin ianya sudah berlaku dari zaman nabi lagi..</p> <br/> <p>Maaf kan atas kekurangan saya..dan faham la kekurangan sendiri..</p> <br/> <p>Hanya kerana yang hari ini shaja,kamu sudah seperti ini..apatah lagi jikalau benda yang sama berlaku di kemudian hari?</p> <br/> <p>Ya saya faham kamu lemah,mahukan cuma sedikit kasihan..tak lebih dari itu..cumanya,kamu perlu berikan sedikit perhatian terhadap kesakitan org laen..itu sahaja..maksud kesakitan disini ialah masalah2 atau kesukaran dalam kehidupan orang lain...</p> <br/> <p>Bukan kah kita manusia biasa?.</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-68480129917153941232012-02-11T21:04:00.001-08:002012-02-11T21:04:15.170-08:00mak! nak tilam!<p>Aku bese sgt tido atas lantai..dari kecil lg aku jarang guna tilam..n now kat ruma aku jst pakai toto..tp skang da stat saket2 badan bila bngun pagi...especially pagi nak pergi kerja..haaa..pelik kan...</p> <br/> <p>ada org ckp kalau da cmni, mksud die da sampai seru utk tukar yg lama n beli yg baru...niat kita tak nak la membazir duit..tapi mak bapak perlu faham2 la kan..tak kan dorang x kesian kan kita yg nk gi kerja ngan badan yg sakit??..emosi terganggu dan prestasi kerja terjejas??  Hoowww looo??</p> <br/> <p>Maka nya di sini..saya..nak mintak duit beli tilam..(nak tilam spring~  sbb sedap)..pastu nak alas cmforter..selimut bulu burung merpati..bantal bulu kambing..cadar satin..</p> <br/> <p>Pastu lapisan atas skali, toto..</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-62916524394248546992012-02-10T20:46:00.001-08:002012-02-10T20:57:45.443-08:00we should be tamak for good.yestrday i went to my friend's office..just having a not so serious intrview with his boss aka cik rizal..the way he talk n explain things somehow contradict with his age..cool n funky i can say he is..</p> <br/> <p>ouh..the office located at plaza damas,hartamas...n the envronment was awesome, seriously..im talking about boulevard..expnsives cars..hot chicks evrywhere..bla bla bla...plus th office was nice n warm..they use mac of course (not a problem to me,i can slowly learn)..</p> <br/> <p>Now, i can imagine all the worldly things were putted in front of me..just like that.....n i was like..why??..am i deserves this things u know?...there must be a catch...so i slowly ask my friend bout things...</p> <br/> <p>Okay you see..if i work prmnently there..ive to go to work at 9 n go back at night just to avoid the traffic..n the trffic was horrible i would say..ughh..plus spend money on toll evryday..roughly 15 rggit for the fuel..plus lunch some more..so total up ive to budget at least 30 ringgit per day mannnn!!!!...thats sucks...</p> <br/> <p>I still considering both works actually..tak nak yg dikejar x dapat..yg digendong berciciran..n when times like this..ive to think wisely.i mean..just put all the worldly matters aside..hmm..n u know what..the things that i should care more is my future..gain more experience and knowledge..different firm different style..so ive to be tamak at that,rather than tamak at money...n now ive made up my mind..to work at both place.hahahaha...(full time at jamal...n part time at rizal)..see how far i can go for 2 or 3 months..then perhaps i can just choose one of em, which benefits me more of course..just take things slow u know..n just grab watever chances there is..</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-69237590553007746472012-02-04T19:40:00.001-08:002012-02-04T19:40:00.739-08:00a portfolio for a weekend.<p><a href='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6cMq2WXQOWxkx4lGuZQ-uCb-OIpRfZBDgYffuBd97KaOzlk9A4c2euts33_2-q1VbOiRoQr9uwQ9i6DE__UuE0_kbdLJHQQveY7-90-1oZ2s-eT-y61cFeyXHuBuB7kVAO8O_gwvW5dQ/s0/1328412951109.jpg'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6cMq2WXQOWxkx4lGuZQ-uCb-OIpRfZBDgYffuBd97KaOzlk9A4c2euts33_2-q1VbOiRoQr9uwQ9i6DE__UuE0_kbdLJHQQveY7-90-1oZ2s-eT-y61cFeyXHuBuB7kVAO8O_gwvW5dQ/s400/1328412951109.jpg' /></a></p><p><a href='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqDKZDKzng-zjJu-1pB29kQfICgK7W1pd9N3DWDuv909z-cunfkduw1d088G1oGXyk4j6i1p4I-zzVOcmmXczXmGwaK5atl51AZ6b-Uf8j0cQ6SiHyre_w-0X1My4EI0nDLnXWE3llHIY/s0/1328413006889.jpg'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqDKZDKzng-zjJu-1pB29kQfICgK7W1pd9N3DWDuv909z-cunfkduw1d088G1oGXyk4j6i1p4I-zzVOcmmXczXmGwaK5atl51AZ6b-Uf8j0cQ6SiHyre_w-0X1My4EI0nDLnXWE3llHIY/s400/1328413006889.jpg' /></a></p><p>Minggu ni aku dpt balek pc aku...sebab ari tu x leh on, so anta kedai..now aku blh sambung buat portfolio aku..</p> <br/> <p>Kalo nak ikut kan keje aku dulu2 x lawa pun!!..makanya portfolio aku,aku nak propa je lebih so that my project wll look nicer..kann?..muahaha~</p> <br/> <p>At first aku ingt nak buat size a3..n make it in portrait allignment..tp lpas da bli satu buku layout ni..aku da dpt idea baru..</p> <br/> <p>Currently, im thinking of a4 size sahaja..n kalau boleh, try to compile as a book..hard cover perhaps..and use higher gsm paper to enhance the quality (padahal nak kasi nampak tebal ja)..aku x pndai indesign, so aku buat kat photoshop je dulu..later bila sume da setel bru aku transfer kat mane2 sftware laen..for the time being buat a3 kat photoshop..later bahagi je dua..</p> <br/> <p>Well..crrently bz working on it sbb next week i got an intrvw at my fren's place..eventho aku xnak sgt keje kat sane, tp wish me luck guys..just nak bg bos die impress ngan keje aku, so aku tau katne tahap aku..hopefully okay2 ajahh..</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-770863760936339793.post-69198610221374678622012-01-30T17:40:00.001-08:002012-01-30T17:40:55.754-08:00dilema<p>*lelaki duduk atas kerusi,kemeja  tuck out,rambut serabai ke dpan,tie longgar,shot x nmpk mata,hany shot2 insert laju,dlm bilik kosong yg hny ada kusi dan llaki (interogation room),lampu putih on llaki tu ja,camera dolly ke blakang tunjuk satu bilik (wide shot).</p> <br/> <p>Aku: pening..x tau nk fkir mcmana..aku da tau pe yg aku nak..tp btol ke pe yg aku plh ni??..</p> <br/> <p>*shot dr dlm blk gelap,dua lelaki beruniform safari kemas melihat llki yg di interogate mlalui tingkap glass besar.insert tunjuk jarum jam gerak slow,air dlm cawan plastik,kaki kerusi bnyi (llaki tu maen kerusi),gigit kuku</p> <br/> <p>Aku: Dilema..bkn delima</p> <br/> <p>...*emosi terganggu sikit...<br> <br/> Flash dgn insert2 dr first person view (tunjuk view khdupan llaki tu dulu2),mood serabut</p> <br/> <p>-------earlier that day------------</p> <br/> <p>*monolog dalaman*<br> <br/> Esok..selasa..cuti last aku sebagai part time arkitek..sebab lepas ni aku da jadi full time arkitek kat jamal syuaib architect..hmm..gaji x bnyk..tp bkn itu yg aku rungut..hny...</p> <br/> <p>*tiba-tiba*<br> <br/> =call from mahad.<br> <br/> *slide*angkat call*</p> <br/> <p>Mahad:bos aku da tny psal kau.amacam? Nak tak?</p> <br/> <p>Aku:ouh...nnti kta lepak bincang...k bye...</p> <br/> <p>*si lelaki terus berjalan ke dlm lorong menuju apartment smbil mengerut dahi*masuk ke dalam apartment*letih bru blk kerja*tp mlm tu dia ada 2 meeting termasuk bersama mahad*</p> <br/> <p>*shot first person view laju, tunjuk llaki pergi kluar ruma,berjumpa rakan pertama, kmudian brjmpa mahad, dan pulang ke rumah,laju*</p> <br/> <p>*Monolog dalaman*<br> <br/> Mcmana?..mana satu yg aku perlu pilih?..mana yg betul?..mana yg bawak aku lg jauh??!!..sudut mana yg patut aku tgk??!!</p> <br/> <p>*cntnue dlm scene dlm interrgtion room*org uniform SAFARI hny melihat melalui TINGKAP,tanpa fikir pnjang*</p> <br/> <p>Aku: yg aku mahu masa muda ini ialah kepuasan sekarang utk kesenangan masa depan.<br> <br/> Bukan senang nk buat pilihan, perlu masa utk menimbang baik buruk mna2 pihak..</p> <br/> <p>*cmera fading to blck*zoom out*</p> <br/> <p>DILEMA! !!!!</p> <br/> <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4</div>ah-peng hafizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12083524160665166162noreply@blogger.com0