My best.

Ari ni aku kecewa bila slama ni aku ingat dia kawan.tp layan aku mcm shit.

Aku ingt aku nak buat keje betol2.tp bangang sampai x tego langsung awek sendiri.

Ttba aku rasa mcm pantat bila aku cuba untuk majukan diri sendiri. Jaga hubungan ngan member selama ni.buat yg terbaek untuk diri sendiri.tp kene duga macam ni.orang laen senang2 letak dengki, dugaan, musibah kat atas kepala hotak aku.

Down.xda mood nak kerja esok.fuck up.

Terima kasih sebab campak tahi kat muka aku.

Percaya lah. Sesiapa membe korang perangai macam pantat waktu muda ni, bila tua esok, perangai pantat tu tak kan hilang.

Underneath this unstable soul.

Have you guys ever had a moment where you just dont realise that youve lost your mom's trust? Suddenly when u dah realise, there is no way jose to get that trust back.

Sampai buntu n effortless untuk buat apa2..x berani lawan..sbb korang tau dia mak..n skali naek suara..x bau syurga jadinya..

Yes aku pernah.

Well.of course im not gonna tell u the whole thing.but.skang ni aku rasa.aku just nak luah kn shj.

Aku admit.aku bkn anak yg baik.sbb aku da kecewa kn mak aku bnyk kali.
Aku derhaka dgn mak aku bnyk kali.
Aku lawan ckp mak aku bnyk kali.

Tp satu ja.aku tau yg once aku marah.aku susah utk lepas kn marah aku kat org.aku slalu back off.bkn sbb nak lari dr masalah.tp sblm korang tgk aku jadi org gila.sblm kaki tangan aku naik, baek aku blah dulu.lantak la org tu masih lg marah ke, lagi tambah bengang bila aku blah ke. Aku rasa lagi a bagus cmtu dr aku tnjuk mara aku kat org. So jgn pernah buat palat dgn aku. Aku x suka gaduh.

Ada bnda yg kta blh share kat sini.ada bnda yg kta x blh share.

Ada sebab sume ni jadi.tp bila aku xplain.nnti org ckp aku hny ada alasan.slalu sgt bagi alasan.

So.kali ni aku akan senyap.sbb aku x sggup nk bgtau.dont ever ask me why.

Dont you dare...

Kemaluan

Ahhh..pundek ahh..

Moment of me.

Aku perasan yg aku ada masa 'menyendiri' aku sendiri.

seldomly occures.hard to describe though.these feelings.cos it comes and go before i realize it.well by time i just dont wanna people know how i really experience every bit of it.better to be that way.

Masuk dunia sendiri sekejap.maen dengan pandangan dunia yang di luar.apa salahnya?

Listening to a song.one song.

Makan maggie kering.dah sejuk.apa kisah.

Staring to the ceiling.wonder why the lamp was not installed straight.

Well.

Aku suka mcm ni.dont you? :-)

Good night.

ps: mira.balik cepat.

T shirt project

Padi akan stat minggu depan.im not gonna let this oppurtunity gone by mcm tu ja.

padi : is an annual architectural workshop.gathering all of architecture student from every high educational school in malaysia to celebrate malaysian architecture spirit..chewah.

Moreover,each university will take turns in handling the event anually. Macam tahun 2009 uitm shah alam,2010 ukm,  2011 utm skudai and this year will be handle by upm.

There will be many competitions held throughout the event. One of em are of course, video competition.and now, my group are busy editing and finishing the shortfilm.i just hope we can submit it before 11 am today!!..

Ahh..

Aku akan bukak booth kat event ni. Finally,Im selling my design.wuuuu..nerveous!!!!!wish me luck guys...hope everything will be running just fine..aminnn..(seriously,aku cuak skang ni)

Ada masa nnti ill post my design.

If

If only you knew the truth.you'd understand.

Keep passing the craps.

So.
(Apa yg aku bayangkan dgn 'keep passing the craps' is mcm maen badminton.hit the 'craps', go to the other side, the other guy hit back  and the process keep on going. The difference is, there is no referee to end the game).

Thats what it is today.malaysian's political state.

I dont give a shit to whom will be running our country later -by saying after the election, for another four years more, or a dosenz of years to come. Cos sooner or later, he/she will definitely let me down (perhaps us).

Dont talk about 'perjuangan anak bangsa' or 'harta budi bahasa nenek moyang' cos its too minor and deteriorating.just admit it. Bangsa siapa yang berpusu2 ke club tiap2 minggu utk mabok?bangsa siapa yg habes kan duit ptptn beli dadah dgn ganja?

Hence,if you ask me what world are we living now? I'll say, it is the world for survivors.

And if you ask me again, ill say, i dont want to know.

Wallahua'lam.

happy kinda busy

I know the title sounds  rediculous.but.who cares yaw.

Well heres the thing.

Let us start with my work stuff first.

Currently,me and ex still struggling to finalize the junior school design.after our last meeting, our client, jane and gareth from the epsom school, seems very happy with the design (at last) Alhamdulillah. While the developer didnt really happy with the overall design, because they have their own perspective towards design project, you know. What matters to them is land usage and money.

Anyho, me and ex already made the adjustments according to what they wanted. And now we are preparing the working drawing while still massaging for the detailing part.so.approved.hell yeah.

Okay.move on to my part time job.

After kayant's videoclip.we made a tv com.our next client is tudung people.and for this project, im the director.hell yeah to that!. Well, im kinda nervous ar first because we didnt have experience working with a proper lighting equipments. So it is something new to us to explore and hopefully we can make it boom!.Alhamdulillah, after days of studies and preparations, it only took us half a day time to shoot all the things.syukur.

Oh ya, we made two videos for them actually and im really glad that both videos turn out as what i expected it to be. Cant wait for the feedbacks from their fans.

Our latest project is 'gula-gula getah''s videoclip for ifarah (awek kelly). The song is also an OST for the movie 'chow kit'. Now were in post-editing process. Hope we can finish it ASAP.

Okay done.(penat type).fuh.

Eh..u know what, last sunday.me and gf mira went to ikea.i just follow her shopping things for her new room. But then ive been hypnotised by this amazing yet adorable chair and pc table.i dont know how and why, but they attacked me first for sure.yep.x tipu. And now my cute room has just been pimped and i love it.the chair got wheels on it, now i can go rolling rolling in my room with it.the table is just perfect.it has a panel underneath, so that i can rest my feet on it and also it has some sort of a space to place the extension wire at the back.ahh..perfect!...amma happy man..syukur Alhamdulillah.

And so for next month's mission.i wanna buy a tilam for me.yuhuu..makin kuat tido la aku nnti..

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pelangi kayant ft nabyha.

First videoclip.pelangi is an official soundtrack from a movie 'chow kit'.this project is a collaboration work made by excentric group and the movie  production team.

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a lil update..

Dah lama x update.maaf.

Mcm2 gak yg da jadi with in my last update.bukan tak nak tulis.tp xda kata2.xda masa.xtau nak tulis apa.blablablabla.

Guys...kan bapak aku da nak jual ruma ktrang kat labuan.so last week my family went to labuan.bajet mcm nk pay our last respect to the house la.(chewah). Plus nak visit aki kat sana jgak.

It was a spontaneous plan.so bila plan mcm tu, somehow cuti tu jd seronok sbb u dont put any expectation on it. Ktrng sewa kereta.jalan2.makan besa.bli coklatsss..perfume..mandi pantai..rasa puas gak a..sbb aku pun da lama sgt hadap kerja yg x penah surut2.aku jadi happy kejap.

Tp yg spoil is.aku demam. Sbb cuaca sana a bit panas (org ckp panas pulau ni semacam sikit). X terok mana pon..tp badan rasa x sedap..buat kan mood kau pun mcm terganggu sikit.tu yg x bes tu.

Ouh.lupa.minggu sebelum balek labuan tu.group aku ada handle satu projek ni.buat video clip.untuk member ktorang.kayant.ada lagu dia masuk jadi soundtrack dalam satu movie baru ni."chow kit".i see this as a good peluang for my group untuk masuk mainstream gak a. Sebab abg kayant hppens to be a producer and director. (die yg direct movie chow kit tu).

Aku pun da lama berangan nak buat vdeo clip senanya.seronok gila.da la shoot kat chow kit.ramai orang.guna 5d m2 plak.mmg puas hati a.

aku as a first cmeraman.agak mencabar gak a.sbb x penah handle serious project mcm ni.tambah plak x sempat nak plan btol2 idea nak buat bnda ni.pastu benda tiba2 jadi pun ada.mcm budak2 yg belakon movie tu pun dtg join ktorang gak.lg a buat nampak bnda ni serious.pastu tba2 hujan lebat gila.tepaksa delay jap.lalu pasar chow kit time becak2 bawak equipment.nampak org jual kpala lembu la.ikan sembilang idup2 la.mcm2 a.

Tp so far okay.x saba plak nak tgk kalo da siap nnti jadi mcmana.

X lama lg.ada 2 membe aku da nak kawen.hmm..jeles la gilaaaaaaa!!!!!!! Haha!!

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let me tell you something.

Aku fikir mcmana nak solve design sekolah aku.so aku x dpt tido.

Aaarrgghhhh!!!!!

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labuan oh labuan.

Last week aku balek rembau.jumpa mak bapak aku.bapak aku ckp nak jual rumah kitorang yg kat labuan.n now tgh process jual beli.yes.dah ada buyer.

Sedih la gila.sapa x sedih!!.

Aku lahir situ.besa kat situ.n now nk jual.it feels like 3 quarters of my life akan hilang.

Kalau aku ckp kat anak aku yg aku lahir kat labuan, dia xkan percaya. Kalau aku ckp aku pernah berak kat jamban rumah tu, anak aku xkan percaya. Kalau aku ckp aku pernah terpijak tahi anjing kat padang tu, anak aku tak kn percaya.

Wuuuuu..

Bye.

X larat nk tulis da.

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side effects

Hye guys.

Fyi. Inhaling excessive amount of menthol doesnt give any side effects to your body. Muahaha.

Research saying, when you use inhaler which contains menthol and camphor, it only stimulate the cool receptor in your nose to expend. allowing more air to go thru and your nose will be unblocked. But remember, it doesnt cure your flu.

Now, aku da stop addicted to inhaler da cos aku rasa pening gila babas ari tu pas hidu lama2.huhu

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vicks inhaler and me

Last two weeks i was sick.cought in a jail of fever but just for the weekend while the whole weekdays sore throat were being my best companion. Damn.it was awfull n annoying cos my nose always blocked by stupid mucus.every morning i have to blow my nose n still it only effects like 10% of it.i wish ive an inhaler.

N guess wat everybody!!!!

Last two days i found a vicks inhaler in my toiletries bag!!!.yes.all these while, it is there.i just have to korek my bag n ill find the cure to my ass whipping nose blocked.thank youuuuuu.

Anyho,since that i just use the inhaler cos i love the smell of menthol and camphor.it makes my clear nose,even clearer. It is definitely way better than 'clean n clear'.haha.

But the worrying part is.somehow i got addicted to it.n i realized ive been using it for the whole time since yesterday. I know it is not that big of a problem since its only for two days. But i wonder n a bit of afraid if this could possibly turn into a habit.

Oh btw guys. There is something to share. My housemate asked me what is the thing that ive been sniff sniff all these while.n i said, its an inhaler, to clear your nose blocked. Guess what evrybody!!!!????!!!.

He never use it beforeee and and and he never seen it beforee!!!!.how come u never use it before, cos it is so common n u can buy it at kedai runcit.i may a bit of hyperbolic. Sory.but seriously?.so i ask him what did he use to clear his nose.

N guess what evrybody??!!!!

He said : dulu time kecik, aku sapu minyak tanah kat hidung.

Whattaaa..okay..im a spoil bratt..

See guys.there is always something that YOU can learn from others. N dont ever look down or ejek orang laen. YOU just dont have to be so mean.Who knows if your nose blocked and you cant find any inhaler to sniff sniff.you can find minyak tanah :-)

After that he wanted to try it since it is new to him.unfortunately when he turn n ask, i already stick it in my nose.i feel so sorry bout you bro.heee

Ouh one more thing guys.if you are a smoker.you dont have to smoke and sniff sniff at a time.cos im afraid you might get a wee bit of confuse untill you accidentally smoke from your nose.

*Dont ask me where i get this tips from.

Have a nice day everyone.tara.

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bersukan

Note**

Khinzir bagi aku ialah haiwan yg pemalas.so org malas=khinzir

K start.

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I was an athlte.both masa skolah rendah n skola menengah. Masa sekolah rendah aku maen bola, lompat jauh, 100m, 200m. Masuk skolah menengah, aku maen bola, 400m. Woah...hebat gak

(audience applause)

TAPI!!!

tu dulu sayang ku!

(audience silence...)

Masuk matrik ja aku da jadi umpama khinzir yg malas.kalau di masak pun, orang cina x mahu makan. Sebab aku da stop bersukan n focus mengejar cita2 aku. (yep.dulu time matrik aku focus blaja).but Still,focus blaja pun aku letak diri aku umpama khinzir yang malas.

Then masuk uia gombak,aku menerus kan aktiviti khinzir aku,tapi kali ni aku agak kurang malas.(audience applause~).sebab time ni aku banyak maen dan x focus blaja.tu yg cgpa mcm gampang tu. Dekat uia aku ada gak a maen futsal, bosan2, tapi jarang gak a.

N now dah kerja, aku swim je la kot.(itu pun sebab ada swmmg pool kat apartment aku, kalau x, jgn harap aku nak keluar kn peloh).eh,swimming mmg x kua peloh pon kan.

Aku x suka sebenanya. Berkelakuan seperti binatang ni.sebab dah la aku merokok.pastu aku x counter balek badan aku utk jadi sihat. So,wat i did now,(audience waiting) skrang ni evrytime aku ada peluang je utk kluar peloh, aku buat. Cos after all 'healthy body,healthy mind' kan?.kan?.kan?..ouh plus, aktiviti mingguan aku, evry saturday night aku maen ftsal..kcuali masa aku balek rembau..

Maksud nya dari situuuu~~, akuuuu...tak lagiiii....mcm khinzirrr~~~ :-D

Pakpakpakpakpak

(standing applause by audience)

Thank u! Thank u! thank u!

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keranamu negara ku

Aku x suka sejarah.sebab aku x suka melihat ke belakang.even kalo naek train,aku x suka duduk menghadap belakang.terasa seperti mundur.

Aku juga tidak suka modenisasi.sebab yang ada sekarang ini sudah cukup kotor, kenapa perlu kotorkan lagi. Even aku jalan kaki,aku boleh terjatuh sendiri. Terasa seperti budak kecil.

Tapi

nenek moyang aku suruh belajar sejarah.tengok yang dibelakang.untuk kesenangan yang didepan katanya.

Kehidupan sekarang paksa aku kedepan.pedulikan yang di belakang.untuk kesenangan sendiri katanya.

Tapi

Nenek moyang sekarang dah tak macam dulu dah.dah moden dah.keringat mengalahkan orang muda dah.sapa kata orang dulu x power? Sampai cucu pun jadi mangsa serakah

Orang muda sekarang dah bertamadun dah.belajar sampai luar negara dah.dinding kat rumah penuh dengan sijil belajar luar negara.sapa cakap orang sekarang lupa asal usul?

Sampai x tau nak beza agama dengan bangsa.

Aku?

Hmm..

Keliru..

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Aku ada satu persoalan yang selalu aku fikir kan every time aku lepak kedai minum. Its not a big deal at first, tapi kesilapan yang agak kerap berulang buat aku rasa mcm nak hempuk ja kepala para tukang order di malaysia ni.ya, maksud aku, nak hempuk kepala dorang ngan apa saja yang tercapai dek tangan aku pada ketika itu.

The question is, apa maksud suam?..

Everytime aku order mesti panas yang dorang bagi.

Damn u.

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ur parents last word

Lately ive been busy working.sampai aku tak cukup tidur.and you know what,sometimes kalo korang perasan yang eyelid korang begerak or bergetar sendiri,scientifically, itu tanda nya yang korang letih n you guys hv been busy on smthing sampai korang x seda yang your body somehow barely resist with your activity.n yes i got that symptom. On the other hand, menurut kata2 melayu dulu pulak, ada petanda2 nya sendiri, well, itu korang boleh google sendiri.

Anyho,tu bukan topic sebenar aku. My story is, tonight, aku baru dapat, 'freely spend' masa malam aku after kerja siang.fuh, n sampai aku x kua makan malam sebab dalam kepala otak aku is aku nak rehat.

So, aku buat apa? Aku solat mghrib,baca yasin, maen game, n layan how i met your god damn mother. Aku da lama tinggal kan series ni sebab cite die kejap2 n i lg prefer tunggu n layan banyak sekali gus. So aku pun layan sampai la part marshall punya bapak mati, time funeral tu kne bagi speech pasal 'si mati punya last word'. As a normal human being, aku wondered and imagine aku dalam situasi tu.what was my dad's last word.hmm. Sedih.

Seingat aku, last skali aku cakap ngan my dad is masa on phone. I admit.i barely remember the time n wat was the word.tapi, seingat aku, time tu on phone n die just cakap pasal jaga diri n papahal gitau die.tu je.

Kalo mak aku, last monday, time kerja mak aku kol, time tu die kua ngan bapak aku.bapak aku gi baya bil n mak aku tgh tunggu dalam kereta, die kol. Mak bagi nasihat.pasal cari isteri baek2.yang tahu hormat suami.yang jaga kbajikan suami.yang tahu suami di atas dan isteri sememangnya di bawah (bukan lucah tetapi kedudukan pangkat yang aku maksudkan).

sebab mak pesan, banyak kes isteri kerja sampai suami yang jaga makan minum anak la.isteri x reti buat kerja ruma sampai suami yang jaga urusan rumah la.n sedih lagi bila benda ni jadi kat sedara aku sendiri.bukan satu, tapi 3 family.yet it is true, bukan isteri je patut di blame, ada gak kes yang suami bengap.

Tapi itu bukan point aku.my point is, korang ingt tak apa parents korang punya last word?.hmm.

Sedih.

Hopefully we can open our eyes wider on stuff yg slalu kita anggap remeh mcm ni.sebab kita takut n xnak telepas pandang sampai menyesal at the end of the day.hmm.

Mak abah, i love you..so much..

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like a miracle.

Happy.falling in love..

Twice.. :))

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end

This is the end of me..

Good bye..

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